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I'm always looking at the clock about 30 minutes before cute hubby comes home. I still get excited and anxiously await his arrival. When we were newlyweds, I used to hide and scare him when he came in the door which was silly and fun. Now I like to reach in and give his tush a squeeze when he's washing his hair. When he comes home, I watch him change out of his suit and into his jeans and long sleeved t-shirt. It can take up to 20 minutes to change his clothes because he's telling me everything that happened during the day. I love that he can't wait to tell me things. When my dad came home from work, he was grumpy and hungry and we didn't ask about his day because he didn't want to go over it again. I'm amazed how cute hubby can walk in the door and become super dad in an instant. He smiles and laughs like we haven't seen eachother in a week. I came home late one night this week and noticed that he was very pleased with himself. While I was gone, he downloaded the songs he knows I love and made our own "making love" play list. Making love to music tends to put me in such a place that makes it seem like him and I are the only people on earth. I take in his familiar scent which makes me want to devour him. I have to remind myself to slow down. When you have a new lover, it causes you to hold back sometimes because you haven't really learned what they love or what they hate. In the excitement, you tend to go fast, straight to the climax. When you really know your lover, there's no holding back, total openess. You can slow down and enjoy the process, not just the outcome. You're willing to put yourself out there because you trust them. You trust that they'll listen to you and gently caress you while you help eachother achieve total satisfaction.
